Not that there is nothing to say, but that i have run out of steam, and blogging is the furtherest thing in my heart to do lately.
I wonder what if in ten year's time, any of my blogosphere friendships will matter?
I wonder whether this is time really best spent?
What i perished next week, what would it say on my epitaph? 'She blogged'.
I wonder what the point of all the pretty things is i look at?
Then, there is blog / craft envy. I don't need that. Does any of us?
A friend of mine, many years ago, told me of his little interest in watching tv. What is the point, he said, of himself watching other people live their lives? Sometimes, i feel very much, that is what the blogosphere is like?
Can you relate?
I need a break, folks. Is that alright?
It's not that i spend oodles of time, posting...but i do spent lots of time composing posts in my head. (some never make it to 'print'!) My headspace if you like, is full of blog posts...and i really want it to be thinking of other stuff. Stuff that my heart is longing to be.
I'll be back, i promise. One thing i won't promise, is when. (Maybe it'll be for a pause for Advent week 4!)
It's summer. I want to spend time with my kids.
I want to live.
This could be a spiritual awakening. This is good. Christmas time always has me thinking about the disparity between the poor and the rich.
A few things I have learned about myself this year:
I can spent as much on thrifted items, as new ones.
I have said yes, when i should have said no.
I have missed opportunities.
I have rekindled friendships.
I have said no to some friendships.
I never gonna get 'it' 100% perfect.
The candle is burning, and yet it will never be extinguished.
God bless you all.
Who knows what other revelations will appear?...read the posts by other 'a pause for Advent'urers at Floss' place.